standing on the side looking in
looking at the big picture but cant get over that one thing
the thing that makes me doubt who i am
the one that makes me doubt if i can
feelings of inadequancy mixed with ideas of humility
the ideas of peace never seemed so hard to reach
or hard to handle
my wisdom and knowledge at a stand still
getting really hard not to flip the channel
or watch the episode that plays in front of me
makes me look at the future and question what i see
that the path set out for me
is no longer lined with faith, but reality
im asking you, where to next, where do i go?
but the answer you've given me I just cant unfold
so i keep going not knowing where im heading
just confirmation that i am clueless in my setting
but i check myself and understand the victory
is in Him, he who gives me peace and sets me free
and that the thigns around, see
are not the things of reality
but the angels and demons fighting around me
see, i gotta understand this spiritual warfare
is so close you can almost feel your clothes tear
because the devil is scared that something powerful is happening
that the children he's moulded are turning from their sin
and are learning to tell the truth instead of lie
did i honestly think that it was gonna be a free ride?
Nah, the devil is lurking and attacking the way I live
because he knows he cant mess with the heart of a kid
so he goes after me because my heart can be hardened
i can feel the frustration starting
but I need to check myself, and rely on the Lord
Not be impatient but look forward to the peace he has in store
and absorb
Lord, give me more, more, more
cast out the devil, replace with the Lord
Help me not to struggle with these feelings of inadequancies
Damn, I've been telling the kids they have the Holy Spirit inside of thee
So dont let anyone tell you your worth nothing and you cant do anything
when you got something much bigger, you're guarenteed a win
Help me to remember because the devil likes to fool
make you actualize grace like its based on rules
when actual grace can only be accepted by those who
forget themselves and find themselves new
rooted in you
looking at the big picture but cant get over that one thing
the thing that makes me doubt who i am
the one that makes me doubt if i can
feelings of inadequancy mixed with ideas of humility
the ideas of peace never seemed so hard to reach
or hard to handle
my wisdom and knowledge at a stand still
getting really hard not to flip the channel
or watch the episode that plays in front of me
makes me look at the future and question what i see
that the path set out for me
is no longer lined with faith, but reality
im asking you, where to next, where do i go?
but the answer you've given me I just cant unfold
so i keep going not knowing where im heading
just confirmation that i am clueless in my setting
but i check myself and understand the victory
is in Him, he who gives me peace and sets me free
and that the thigns around, see
are not the things of reality
but the angels and demons fighting around me
see, i gotta understand this spiritual warfare
is so close you can almost feel your clothes tear
because the devil is scared that something powerful is happening
that the children he's moulded are turning from their sin
and are learning to tell the truth instead of lie
did i honestly think that it was gonna be a free ride?
Nah, the devil is lurking and attacking the way I live
because he knows he cant mess with the heart of a kid
so he goes after me because my heart can be hardened
i can feel the frustration starting
but I need to check myself, and rely on the Lord
Not be impatient but look forward to the peace he has in store
and absorb
Lord, give me more, more, more
cast out the devil, replace with the Lord
Help me not to struggle with these feelings of inadequancies
Damn, I've been telling the kids they have the Holy Spirit inside of thee
So dont let anyone tell you your worth nothing and you cant do anything
when you got something much bigger, you're guarenteed a win
Help me to remember because the devil likes to fool
make you actualize grace like its based on rules
when actual grace can only be accepted by those who
forget themselves and find themselves new
rooted in you